Lectio Reflection on John 20:19-31 – Doubt Swept Away
Have you ever met a “doubting Thomas”? We come in many forms but being a doubting Thomas does not mean we cannot believe. For instance, I have a science background and highly respect history, engineering, and logic. These human attributes cause me to be like St. Thomas, needing to prove many things. Using a metaphor, my faith always seemed like I was swimming waist-deep for decades. Christ never gave up on me to be more, allowing me time to become immersed in His deeper reality. He knew that my head had to catch up to my heart. Looking back, I could have never imagined that over 20 years ago, I would begin writing about myself as an example of God’s love. Fifteen years ago, in another moment of surrender, I had an overwhelming urge to let my head prove the language of our faith by obtaining a graduate degree in Pastoral Ministry. God knew I could handle more in a continuous offer and acceptance of mystical theology. With doubt swept away, Jesus’s peace, love, and joy are in every breath I take.
The Disbelief of Saint Thomas by James Tissot (full-resolution image of painting).
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Additional Eastertide Reflections
John 20:19-31 – Scripture*
Jesus Appears to the Disciples
19 When it was evening on that day, the first day of the week, and the doors of the house where the disciples had met were locked for fear of the Jews, Jesus came and stood among them and said, “Peace be with you.” 20 After he said this, he showed them his hands and his side. Then the disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord. 21 Jesus said to them again, “Peace be with you. As the Father has sent me, so I send you.” 22 When he had said this, he breathed on them and said to them, “Receive the Holy Spirit. 23 If you forgive the sins of any, they are forgiven them; if you retain the sins of any, they are retained.”
Jesus and Thomas
24 But Thomas (who was called the Twin), one of the twelve, was not with them when Jesus came. 25 So the other disciples told him, “We have seen the Lord.” But he said to them, “Unless I see the mark of the nails in his hands, and put my finger in the mark of the nails and my hand in his side, I will not believe.”
26 A week later his disciples were again in the house, and Thomas was with them. Although the doors were shut, Jesus came and stood among them and said, “Peace be with you.” 27 Then he said to Thomas, “Put your finger here and see my hands. Reach out your hand and put it in my side. Do not doubt but believe.” 28 Thomas answered him, “My Lord and my God!” 29 Jesus said to him, “Have you believed because you have seen me? Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have come to believe.”
The Purpose of This Book
30 Now Jesus did many other signs in the presence of his disciples, which are not written in this book. 31 But these are written so that you may come to believe that Jesus is the Messiah, the Son of God, and that through believing you may have life in his name.
Additional Thoughts
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Lord, let the young families of our communities get to know your joy, peace, comfort, and love despite worldly distractions.
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